ghost writer looking for work

[ryanhockey993]

i can write for many kinds of music and everything from hardcore to love songs

i have written for town bands and friends before

here are a few samples of my work. if you like it contact me


The Fame





[Verse 1]

I sit down and think about the dreams I have,
They aint about wealth or being the next big fad.
There about destroying on the mic writing like i do now,
Except infront of screaming fans and crowds
Telling the cold truth showing how i feel
I look at fake rappers today and ask whats the deal?
What ever happened to the style of tupac and biggie
Who not only rapped but asked the fans do you feel me?
Dont get me wrong, I dont hate mainstream and lil wayne,
I just wish they'd rap about something,
Besides the money, cars and cocain.
Think and actually rap with there brain,
Instead of sounding like idiots mentally insane.
If it was me i wouldn't but rap to shame
I wouldn't want money,
Only care to about expressing happyness or pain
Showing the world, man what would i do with fame.


[Chorus]


I want the fame.
It aint about money and cars,
Its about the name.
The respect from going so far,
To run the game.
Listen to the crowds aplaud,
Its so insane,
Just how much i would do to have fame.

I want the fame.
It aint about money and cars,
Its about the name.
The respect from going so far,
To run the game.
Listen to the crowds aplaud,
Its so insane,
Just how much i would do to have fame
Keep trying yo cause thats my dream.
Go agaisnt all odds,
No matter how impossible it seems.


[Verse 2]

Theres something about the feeling you get,
When people are feeling and liking your shit.
When they relate to every line you spit.
That it goes threw there souls and into there heart it hits.
The feeling is worth every hour you sit,
Writing it down making sure every word fits.
Its energetic and the feelings so great,
Almost transfering into a different mind state.
So many people like it,
You dont even notice the ones who hate.
I crave this so much,
I want it as my fate.


[Chorus]

I want the fame.
It aint about money and cars,
Its about the name.
The respect from going so far,
To run the game.
Listen to the crowds aplaud,
Its so insane,
Just how much i would do to have fame.

I want the fame.
It aint about money and cars,
Its about the name.
The respect from going so far,
To run the game.
Listen to the crowds aplaud,
Its so insane,
Just how much i would do to have fame
Keep trying yo cause thats my dream.
Go agaisnt all odds,
No matter how impossible it seems.


[Verse 3]

Sucess isnt how much money you got,
Its about how much you've changed.
I would change a lot.
and show nothing is outa range.
Tupac said threw art we can change the world,
Well i looked at mainstream rap and i almost hurled
See he was like me, it wasnt just for money,
Wasnt just for mansions, cars, or a playboy bunny.
What ever happened to staying true to yourself,
Seems all that disapears when you find wealth.
They say they had hard childhoods,
There citys where no good.
But with all those millions,
They never think to help there hood.
Saying they'll always be true to the ghetto,
Well knock on wood.
If it was me id only spit what was true,
If you helped me in life, id remeber you.
Money can change people i cant doubt it.
But id be the same inside with or without it,
Still have the same messages, write it, and shout it.
No matter how much success or what people say about it.
I'll be the same person no matter how much i gain.
Wishing that someday everyone knows my name.
This is my dream i can feel it inside my veins.
I want it so bad, But not for the reasons you want fame.


[Chorus]

I want the fame.
It aint about money and cars,
Its about the name.
The respect from going so far,
To run the game.
Listen to the crowds aplaud,
Its so insane,
Just how much i would do to have fame.

I want the fame.
It aint about money and cars,
Its about the name.
The respect from going so far,
To run the game.
Listen to the crowds aplaud,
Its so insane,
Just how much i would do to have fame
Keep trying yo cause thats my dream.
Go agaisnt all odds,
No matter how impossible it seems.





and the second one...................


As I Walk By

[Verse 1]


I thought I saw you yesterday.

Out the corner of my eye.

The idea landed then flew.

As I looked and realized,

That it wasn’t you,

But that's no surprise.

The feelings are gone now,

But When i think i see you they rise.

And after it’s gone,

They drop back down to size.

Kinda like my heart,

When someone mentions you.

That's when the feelings start,

And there’s nothing i can do.

I’ve forgotten the bad feelings,

I had for a while.

Although still into weed dealings,

Alone I can finally smile.

I finally have forgotten the pain,

I'm happy now.

But when someone mentions your name,

Weird reactions come out.

I take a deep breath,

As i wonder how.

Maybe deep inside,

I miss you a bit.

And the feelings just hide,

Till you pass and it’s relit.

Then the feeling lifts and flys,

And I’m no longer hit.

Maybe missing you,

Throws my mind in a fit.

I feel mostly normal,

But when you pass I have to admit,

These feelings can’t be pinned.

And as you walk by,

I feel it within.







[Chorus]





Cause I thought I saw you,

Walking right by.

Inside I knew it wasn’t,

But my soul didn’t realize.

Even if it was,

I wouldn’t say hi.

Wouldn’t say shit to you,

I’m not that kinda guy.

It’s not like I feel bad,

It’s not like i cry.

But i get this feeling,

And i don’t know why.

I wait till it passes,

Then let out a sigh.

Put you back in the past,

We’ve already said our goodbyes.

Go back to being happy,

Let the feeling die.

But yet I still think about it,

As i walk by.







[Secondary Chorus]





Don’t get me wrong,

It’s not like it wrecks me.

But i do get a feeling.

And it does affect me.

For that short few seconds,

Its like someone hexed me.

I’ll get over this feeling,

If my heart lets me.







[Verse 2]







The bad feelings now are gone,

And no longer do.

I sing that old depressed song.

And I’m happy again.

After so long.

But then I see you and it hits,

Like the smoke from a bong.

And the realization,

Explodes like a bomb.

I guess you’ll always be here,

Somewhere inside.

And when your name i hear,

My thoughts will go for a ride.

Plenty of time to get the feeling out.

Till then time I will bide.

Whenever i think you pass,

It blows my mind open-wide.

Every feeling that goes by,

One never slides.

That even though I don't want you,

You make my heart full.

And I’ll always remember you,

Every memory in whole.

Tattooed on my heart,

Burned in like firery coal.

They’re in there somewhere,

They’re just laying low.

And as you walk by,

I’ll let the memories flow.








[Chorus]





Cause I thought I saw you,

Walking right by.

Inside I knew it wasn’t,.

But my soul didn’t realize.

Even if it was,

I wouldn’t say hi.

Wouldn’t say shit to you,

I’m not that kinda guy.

It’s not like I feel bad,

It’s not like i cry.

But i get this feeling,

And i don’t know why.

I wait till it passes,

Then let out a sigh.

Put you back in the past,

We’ve already said our goodbyes.

Go back to being happy.

Let the feeling die.

But yet I still think about it,

As i walk by.





[Secondary Chorus]





Don’t get me wrong,

It’s not like it wrecks me.

But i do get a feeling,

And it does affect me.

For that short few seconds,

Its like someone hexed me.

I’ll get over this feeling,

If my heart lets me.








[Chorus Repeated]





Cause I thought I saw you,

Walking right by.

Inside I knew it wasn’t,

But my soul didn’t realize.

Even if it was,

I wouldn’t say hi.

Wouldn’t say shit to you,

I’m not that kinda guy.

It’s not like I feel bad.

It’s not like i cry.

But i get this feeling,

And i don’t know why.

I wait till it passes,

Then let out a sigh.

Put you back in the past,

We’ve already said our goodbyes.

Go back to being happy,

Let the feeling die.

But yet I still think about it,

As i walk by.